The past few weeks I’ve been in crisis mode. I didn’t want to share here but I am also human and it didn’t feel right to keep smiling for the camera when I’m in distress. And I most admire and respect those people who do share honestly and openly in this overly curated space. Sharing is what connects us. Sharing is what makes us human, gives us empathy for one another.
My incredible Dad is a disabled Vietnam Veteran. He is my personal hero, my best friend and my spiritual guide. A few weeks ago, his health took a dramatic turn for the worse and it is rapidly deteriorating. It’s been a hard, heartbreaking privilege to care for him. This is why my parents live with me—so I that can do this. But combined with the challenges of being a solo parent of a 3-year-old, it just felt like too much to keep showing up here as if nothing were happening.
I really want to express how much everyone’s support means to me. I’ve been enveloped by the most loving, loyal, strong friends who have ALWAYS been there. They consistently show up. We walk through the fire together and darn it if I don’t feel so loved and supported right now. I’ve also been blown away by YOUR kindness. When I opened my app, I was overwhelmed to find hundreds of messages of support. I couldn’t do this without my “real life” friends (who are family), who have literally called in the troops. But I’ve also been surprised by those I've connected with online who have offered real-life help. I am astonished by the love and support you have shown me and I really want to acknowledge that.
I’m anxious to be back here. Things in my world are going to be hard for a while, and I’m navigating that alongside pressure to post and how much to share.
So, thank you. Thank you for your empathy and compassion. Thank you for letting me be human here. Thank you for showing up. It’s proof that we’ve built real communities online, and I’m grateful to be a part of this one.
We are strong and we can do hard things. But let this be a reminder that you don’t have to keep it together when things are falling apart. Vulnerability is an act of extreme courage. And we are here for you too.